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Keep your Raymond I don’t want his stale ass anywhere NEAR my island
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No not you you’re fine I mean that for the tweet
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unabridged do i look like some kind of casual to you
This is fascinating and I love the part with the mushrooms and the worms if this really works but my favorite part is that we spent decades like “oh no....oil is soaking into fur and feathers....if only we had something that could soak up all this oil”
dumbass with sword found dead with 2 gunshot wounds
yes i hate being a consumer yes getting a package delivered makes me feel like life is worth living. i contain multitudes. and brain rot
video game sampler I gave my brother for Christmas by friendofborbs
as much as i like to hope that colt’s relationship w frank had its cozy moments (screwdrivers at sunset ;-;) those floaty texts about frank being a shark and the violence mentioned (blood on the mic/my teeth) as well as the solemn ‘frank…’ one and the insistence of ‘he’s not your friend’ communicates such a sad confusion to me. i can’t really pin down my feelings or interpretation of Them. which is great and fun tbh, i love spinning mental plates.
it’s just that colt has to seemingly convince himself - via those text bombardments - that frank getting murdered is necessary (he can’t be exempt from the loop breaking plan even if they were previously intimate, put ur feelings aside), if not Right (he toys with people, he manipulates), sometimes suggests a reluctance to let go of their relationship (he’s not your friend anymore) and sometimes suggests a pleaful/severe reminder (he’s not your friend and never was). frank defends him from charlie and consistently sticks up for him, they deal with deserters together, the jilted song over the comms sounds genuinely bitter but there’s such an undertone of ‘this went sour, we weren’t happy, something Fucked Up’ that i find fascinating and heartbreaking. like what’s their whole deal?!
i know blackreef is the island of dysfunctional, literally stagnant and fermenting relationships where people bring out The Worst in each other but if frank and colt’s date nights being ‘gassing people in an underground bunker’ don’t keep me staring at the ceiling at night… i think it’s their individual flavours of emotional repression/damage that leave me wondering about their relationship. frank is very ‘open’ but only on stage and in albums or when drunk, spilling secrets to harriet but then hoping he’s owed her secrets in return, and when he does share personal stories over the radio show they’re all about how awesomely he punched someone in the eyeball or had such good sex someone cried gold or something. but that’s all like, masking. the hints about his ‘real’ personality we get are in those recordings where he lashes out about the set not being right or finished, his frustration at not knowing how to write a good song anymore, insecurity around his voice, that none of the songs on the eternal radio are recent, etc - all things that tarnish the veneer.
and then colt’s like, literally emotionally repressed ingame cos his memories are all unknown to him, but pre-loop he lost a previous love, was a guinea pig for horizon and also unalived himself, then was thrown back into blackreef by people who were like ‘we need you, we care about you, your skills are Useful to us’. even though colt doesn’t seem to really care about the aeon thing (just assuming based on how he sounds on egor’s tapes when theyre trying to record announcements, how cagey he is in julianna’s interview, calling himself ‘insurance policy’) he puts so much aside to make sure it works, pushes down/through to get the show on the road as it were… of course, being made to think he’s nothing more than ‘insurance’ and then also up against frank’s ‘im a total lover baby no dont ask me how i am’ Thing, he’d end up with these floaty texts that suggest a distrust of frank, an anxiety about what they Are together, ‘should i like this, i like this, why do i like this’. he’s so ready for people to treat him like an object, ofc he wouldnt be able to take frank’s feelings as genuine or approaches any deeper feelings with trepidation, ofc it’s easier to say ‘he’s a shark, he’s got it out for me so i have to have my gun ready for him too’ akjsdhkjahdjahdjha sad tho sad tho
